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Monday, March 27, 2006

I feel so affected..like though things are better and all but how to even get rid of the pain i'm feeling.it's just so difficult.and i forgive her cuz i know how she's like but how to let go of whatever happened when people say so?just that she thinks that i am commanding ppl and i believe that yes i do it sometimes too much and all la.but i was trying so hard to change today and told myself not to say too much and all la.but what happened really struck me like as if i really did sound that way today.i don't want to think that but i think now things are gonna be tough for me and i really need God's strength and power to help me through.i wonder just how to handle all these and not let it all affect me at the same time.I have got to let myself be controlled and not let myself say so much.I WONDER WHY IN CHURCH I DON'T FACE SO MUCH AS I DO IN SCHOOL.

i really need all the help form God as i can get..How do i get over all these things and to have a different view from others than to get a response that hurts so much.

oh Lord my God, be my divine help.