Monday, March 06, 2006
sometimes i just wonder if my parents would ever want to listen to my point of view and not always do it their way and not think about our point of view as nonsense.how about trying to sit them down one fine day and tell them, 'today is my turn to speak this is about MY point of view and not yours.so just listen to me and not say anything unless i finish or you have got a REALLY REALLY good arguement and if i accept it.' how would that turn out?if they really listen?I would really find it a miracle.BUT even if they listen you never know if they are really taking it in.of if not they're just like us when they nag.RIGHT EAR IN AND LEFT EAR OUT.just got nagged at and it was more like a scolding and my dad was like scolding me because i didn't reply?!so he means when i get scolded i have to answer?!what kind of lame reasoning is that.okay.enough of that.i really feel like trying that method though.
okay.i'm not in the right mode of making my decision.to let go or not to let go?that is the question.i don't feel like waiting but i want to.contradicting?yeah sure.not knowing what i should do but guess what should be more important is all the responsibilities i have in my hand.
i have heats on tomorrow for my 200m event and 4 by 100m event in which most of the runners are not wanting to run and that totally ruins more things for me being the house captain and having to go and find those people personally giving them a huge scolding on their not turning up that caused the house to lose points and lag behind.okay so i've gotta start keeping my cool and i do hope veryone turns up tomorrow for the novelty event and be enthusiastic about it and help to gain all the lost points of irresponsible acts of people who didn't turn up for their event.THE PRESSURE IS ON!!