Friday, June 09, 2006
REMEMBER THESE FEW DAYS ALWAYS
sunday 4th of june
I must say sunday was really how i felt soooooo busy that i couldn't think properly. First, i had worship prac at 8 before worship and then had youth, then had service, then had church camp briefing, then had church camp meeting because marianne wasn't around i had to take over her as i became her asst. then shaun and i didn't stay for the whole meeting and went for YLTCamp and then from there on we were with the youth and my gosh was i bushed by then. When shaun and i entered the audi, all were quiet and they were told to write down their goal so shaun and i joined them and went on with the programme. then we had this team bonding game that was called the monsters finger i think something like that.then we had to get the float out of the 2 metre plus pole without touching it.and boy was it tough.only managed to get it out on the fourth try.haha.then was the first teaching and we had night activities.and boy was that fun and painful for me.we were blindfolded and then we were taken by one leader and me and shaun were together and we had to follow ron's voice around and he made us stand in front of the dog and get barked at.haha.then we were brought back to church and then we had to follow the leaders voice and run.and i had terrence and i ran into chris' car la.pain lor.funny also la.hahaha.then after that we followed each other and had to walk along with the group and see who we are really supposed to follow.then kim kept asking who to follow.and then we alked round and round with ron and then decided to follow joshua.then went through some 'obstacles' and then sat and waited for the rest to come back and then went on and sat down and waited for our turn to do the trust fall..at first was like we didn't know what we were supposed to do..then fall..and now we knew.hahaha.okay that was about it.SLEEP.
monday 5th of june
then we had breakfast QT then another lesson and then we had another game that was to go to ppl's house to do something and then to have the food done when we get back to church and boy was the walking long and tiring.haha.then after that ate the food that we made and then had a funny time sharing out lame and out of point visions and was that stupid lah..KPCYPP(katong presbyterian church youth political party) and KPYC (KATONG PRESBYTERIAN YOUTH CHURCH)hahahahahaa..and watched the gospel of judas documentry.boy was it stupid all predictions only la..okay okay.better speed up on this long post..
tuesday 6th of june
haha.okay then the same things in the morining and then had the continuation of the gospel of judas thingy.then we had to do surveys at bedok interchange and then had to do a presentation and then had worship prac for omega night and boy was the worship powerpacked all done by shaun and of course the band then had the wonderful omega night and had a time of commitment to make to God to give our lives fully to God and be able to give everything up for Him. then was that a difficult time for me.all my sins and all that guilt just filled up and made my head just swell up so big that i just couldn't tell my self to give it up and let it all go cause i felt so unworthy so useless and my inability to serve God and boy was i giving all the water in my body out from my eyes like a water fall.and i just kept harping on the sins and guilt i have.and realised i found it SOOOO hard to commit myself..then i spoke to roy cuz he knows and then he told me to commit myself to god on my own w/o him helping me and i just tried and began crying so so so hard and i just kept screaming in my heart asking God to that away the weight in my body it was like a huge rock thrown onto my bod and i felt so much pain.and as roy continued praying the weight just got lighter and lighter and i felt so so much better that i felt so free and so happy and after the prayer i could keep laughing and lose all the tight feelings that felt as if i was a prisoner locked up in a cell and i got so happy i couldn't stop laughing and as mu church friends call my laughing 'evangelitis'.hahaha.we went for supper and then stayed up the rest of the night playing bridge and tai dee.so fun and its...
wednesday 7th of june
and then had to practice for worship even though there were so little ppl and i just shared my experience the night before and during QT i fell asleep and even dropped my bible la..so PAISEH..haha.then i went home and just slept like siao.hahaha.
AND KIM WANTS ME TO SAY THAT I LOVE HERnot..LOL.JOKING LA