Tuesday, May 29, 2007
I don't know why I always face a problem within myself, what I want to do, I face a inner conflict to make me do it or have a bad thought about it. How bad can this be? I always think that I can do it, but it doesn't seem so. Everyday a new challenge is what I face, its not just about actions, worse, its about my thoughts. So how many people actually face this kinda thing too? I wonder. Just make me feel that I'm the weirdo again sometimes I think in a very different way that can be really negative. Trust in the Lord and lean not on my own understanding. I'll try..=) It's just another one of those days where many many things come to my mind. And just how do i handle them?
We'll make a decision that is of GOD and not ourselves:)