Thursday, June 12, 2008
Back.
5 days of running around the hotel and melaka, 4 nights of card games and noise and chats.
Its been tiring, leading worship, leading a group of young ones, hoping that everything goes on smoothly, thinking about my life and what I need to revive and survive on instead of what I'm relying on to now.
Many many many things, hard to clear up, hard to understand. I'm still hoping on something. But I think its fading in some way. I don't know what you're thinking. So i'm not assuming, all I'm doing is waiting for you to tell me. I'm still being positive. Not gonna be all so negative and make my life so miserable. =)
And so the messages struck me one after another. There I'm thinking, how come things always fall into place when we go for a trip away and there's so called time to think, reflect and do stuff to relieve so called stress. And then everything sinks back in when we get back to so called reality, 'cause this is where everything is after all.
Well, its time for the EVANS to start living out what I said I will try to do and make necessary changes.
I'm waiting for you to open that mouth of yours and say what you're thinking.
In the meantime, I'm postive. I AM FINE. =D