Friday, June 06, 2008
Its hard not to try to find someone to talk to after whats happened, its weird isn't it? How we rely on someone else. Then when that's gone, its lost lost lost all over again. Then all this builds up in you 'cause you don't feel thatt there's anyone there talking to you again.
Am I using you? If I am, then I guess its good that you left and when you get back, I won't be around either. I don't know you well, I don't think this will continue, for you, guess its just a little while before you lose that little thing you have for me. I won't be suprised yeah? I'd be guessing that you'll read this when you get back. By then, I'm not sure if we'll ever talk again. Or not. Right? I thank you for this time you're around for me, listening to me no matter how boring it gets. I don't know why you'll want to listen to all my nonsense. But its been good company. =) I called you my best friend, but I don't know if it'll last. We'll see when I get back. I'm not around by the time you come back.
And for you, I long for things to turn back. Guess its tough luck. I don't think it'll happen. Evan's gotta lose all of this in her. Its building up fast, its scary. I want, but I can't and I'm so unsure about what you're saying to me or said to me anymore. Sorry for being heartless, 'cause I think I am for giving you those 2 options. That's it.
This post. You might not get it. But maybe you would. I mean, you and you. =)
Have a nice life. I hope.
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